Apology
I apologize
My self-consciousness is heavy
My pride is immesive
And as the years go on, my happiness has only gotten more expensive
For you, and only you.
You see, I've dyed my hair all kinds of colors and have changed my ways many times
But only because I was a shut in on the inside.
Only because I could only see my true colors
While everyone around remained color blind.
I saw that I was different and the inside was not for me
So I booked myself a ticket for to a city called Sanity
To finally find my peace of mind and all my pride
To look into the mirror within the vanity and see the man that stands in me
Just to tell him that I love him.
To tell him:
From the moment he was born he had a target on his back
Our power is immeasurable, and it strikes fear into their hearts.
They hid his power from him because they were after us from the start
And from here on out don't let anyone tear us apart.
So, I apologize
My self-consciousness is heavy
My pride is immesive
And as the years go on I will change like the moon but contain my glow
And if you can't afford me then I don't know what to tell you
because I'm never letting myself go
not again.