Brain is sweating

heart convulsing

stomach vomiting

hands screaming

eyes, can't tell if darkening

or brightening.

My ears just jumped off a cliff

and my body is sunk.

These knots in my intestines

will be the death of me.

Let me SCREAM

at the top of my lungs

my love for you

or never take action

and succumb to this

numbness that I

might actually enjoy.

My own body is a ploy

against my will.

I can't wait until

it's over.