The condition of being anonymous

I keep to myself, and hide in the shadows

The depression is continuous

It's trying my soul, it's hard to swallow

Confused emotions, it's all a blur

I thought I knew what I  really wanted

I had it for the briefest of moments, I was sure

The feeling I had forever hunted

It feels like I am pitifully lost now

Within a maze of my own feelings

I don't know how I got here, there's no way out

Perhaps through the result of my own evil dealings

With the devil. So many things I'd like to say

So much I want to be in your company

My pain is the consequence I must pay

So for now I remain in anonymity