On and Off
How many girls are thinking what i'm thinking right now?
This kind of crazy makes me want to start drinking.
on and off again
Confusing me, making me think i'm in love
You try so hard, each time, to win me back
But consistency you lack.
on and off again
The very relation I swore i'd never get caught in
You make me creative
You make me feel new
You make me fall more every day
You make me hate you
Hate you.
Hate you because somehow- out of everyone- you're the one that gets to me
Love you.
Love you because somehow- out of everyone- I think i'm getting to you too
Give me the world if you wish
But beware the battle ahead.
I don't fall fully- out of trauma and fear- but i'll never admit that
I can't help but test you and i'll try to force you to give up on me
I don't have accepting parents and that's a whole battle itself
I can't promise i'll be perfect but i'll try to be
Give me the world if you wish
But if you somehow get me
Beware,
You may never again find someone who'll love you like I will.