Though many people surround me, I still feel alone. Even having someone to call my own, I still feel alone. There's no one here to laugh with and hang out with and talk to. Even though many are around me loneliness controls me. Because no one understands and knowing that they care does nothing because I fail to feel completion. I love myself snd others love me, but none of it is enough. I've lost sight of myself and don't know who i am. I feel wrong and guilty despite endless forgiveness. How can i forgive others when i havent forgiven myself? I'm not happy. What happene to little Nadia that always had a smile? I do not know that Nadia left me ages ago.