Everyday, I wake up but nothing ever happens. I've been pushed here, there, and everywhere. I feel alone, so alone I just want to end my own life. Over and over again I try but I guess it was the last time I wanted to feel the loneliness and numbness of not having anyone that cares. Friends say they care but not enough to know how I'm feeling or what's happening. I don't feel wanted nor needed. Why live life if you don't feel a thing? But at the end of the day, I have god that cares if not the humans around me.