4 Months 21 Days
The sun shines and the birds chirp
It’s a perfect day for everyone but us
Little do we know that change awaits
Change that will forever alter our lives
We said good luck and wished you well
Hope was given and hope was lost
Never do we forget the run we took
To the heartbreaking moment of our loss
Wake up! wake up! We say
But this is no dream
We are awake
Awake, we wish we weren’t
This reality we wish was altered
They are gone and we are here
This nightmare has only begun
And we’re stuck in that moment, endlessly repeating
We can’t leave and we can’t stay
Too soon they left
Too soon we changed
Why did you go
Why did you leave us here all alone
All my ideas have vanished
I talk to the stars to find you
Hoping you will answer
But I can’t hear you
The noise is too loud
My heart is broken
Pieces are missing
Never to return
I am not the same
An alliance we were
An alliance has changed
We must go on but death has changed us all
We stand together in your absence
Our pain engraved deep in our hearts
Each heart different and each pain worse
A pain we share but a pain differs from each other
But it won’t be the same
Change has hurt us
4 months 21 days’
I am still here, we are still here, and you are still gone