My routine with you has never changed.

Night and day,

Your promises seem so far away.

My routine with you has never changed.

I pray, I write , I read.

Your whisper is all I want to hear.

It is like you are not there.

I am navigating,

Searching through maps,

Seeking for direction ,

Just to be near you.

Night and Day,

This same frustration kicks my chest,

After every usual routine.


I find you in an unusual place

Not our usual place but really our usual place

And my navigation is halted,

Because you never left me.

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