20k (Hello Pain 2)

 

Dear God,

Yeah, it's your boy again

Woke up so alive

I'm just checking in again.

 

I know you love me

You know that drives me insane

To see your majesty

Behold this wimp again.

 

It's crazy!

 

Lately I've been so elated

It's kinda scary though

I'm not used to being elevated

 

Still learning to get used to the smiling 🙃

30 secs of "CHEESE"! 😁

The shutter lights goes off 📸

Then I go back to whining 🤨

 

It's funny though,

You still choose to love me so.

Regards of my flaws.

Ask me how again?

Nwanne m, I wouldn't know.

 

Just the other day,

The lady at the middle of the tricycle

Got me pissed off and offended.

But you know my arc,

How I would have reacted.

I had to let it go

Or maybe I just pretended.

 

You know that feeling,

I heard you call it Joy

Probably she was a model decoy.

I've been Building on a low,

Still awaiting your orders to deploy.

Cos you're the Sergeant General,

I'm just your little solider boy.

 

 

Lately I've been feeling pain,

Yeah, it's happening again.

You know these feelings,

Random Forces Of Emotions.

 

 

I don't wanna repeat last year,

Don't let me drown in these oceans

Of tears, bouts of anger, bits of depression.

Gradually I’m approaching the end of the road signs,

Please don't let me screech to the wrong direction.

 

I've got 20k

Yeah, 20 thousand reasons

To be thankful.

 

Got left with 10k

Yeah, 10 thousand reasons

To believe you.

 

Your boy,

deBugger