2 years

shit really hurt my heart 

Shit hurt like a fucking bullet yo
woulda rather took a fucking bullet yo
Been 2 years & I'm still losing it
I'm losing my mind & I'm fine
I say I'm fine but that's a damn lie
I say I'm fine cus I can't cry
Tears drop everyday yo
But I can't let them bitches show
Cus if do that.. If I cry
I'm tha bitch yo
Shit got me ready to fucking spazz
Spazz like the Tasmanian devil
Diggin deep with these lines 
Call me a fucking shovel 
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