1yr 2 months is how long u made me wait for u know how u feel. The first month we started as friends and by month 2 we were the closest of friends, but by the time month 4 came something deeper came out to change ourselves. Surely but slowly we were getting ever closer but something was holding u back. Was it the fear of the guy who made u cry, was it because u didn't feel the same way but u told me u loved me and at that time I didn't know what that meant. 3 months of summer go by and we still bestfriends. I've tried my best by month 9 and decided to try again but u act like u didn't know what I was trying to say, u looked at me with a face more indecisive than the falling sun and moon. Month 10 comes with the time of joy as a dance for our school comes to date.the promise u made, u didn't keep u went to dance with another man and forced me to watch u be in a relationship that wasn't going to work. U say ur sorry but I can see it ur eyes, ur not apologizing to me but to yourself. 2 more months have gon by. U still say u cared even when my niggas turned their backs on me which darkened my soul more than the depths of hell. And to be frank I wanted to die more than u and even tho u say u love me but saw me struggling and did nothing and didn't try to understand me. At this point I lost my way, I lost my purpose. But u saw I was struggling to understand myself and others around me. and during that 13 month u miss me. U say u want me to be happy.