“Me too”

Ever been in that place where it seems like relationships are completely nonexistent between you & the world?

 

Bestfriends/friends: were the people that always wanted you around they loved you but they’ve became the people that only want you around for what you have to offer , their faces and expression change infront of others. They say they love you but they choose new over old and they can’t see how that hurts you.

 

Family: who means well, but no matter how hard you try you’ll never meet their expectations , sometimes they wish your existence wasn’t present and sometimes the right you do, it’s the wrong for them for example. breathing.  

 

Boyfriend/Girlfriend:  you seem to be no ones person.  No one wants you and the question that is laid upon your heart is “Why?” . “why? What’s wrong with me?” .. “Why because I’m fat?” “Why.. “ why?? Why!! You ask yourself so you search to see your beauty and you do see a glimmer for a split second before you realize  no one else will. You see you heart and intentions are for good yet you’re “not their type” — so you try repeatedly going from boy to boy being nothing more than a rag to wipe off with.. your soul aches to find someone who just wants you. So with a fragile heart you step back on the playing field of boys who have used you to find themselves , boys who have stoned your body the body that you’ve patched up and sown.. just to break your heart a bit more.. 

 

After Getting beat up and spit out by there world you start to wonder if it’s wrong to exist. You can’t make your friends happy, your family discards you , your love life is invisible. You’re lonely... you realize no one knows the dark that hides in your closet , or the dark lives under your bed .. no one is aware of the darkness we call “depression”..  no one understand the fact that you’re the loneliest person on this earth.. so you use drugs and drink alcohol to suppress the anger and still in your highest thoughts you know you’re unwanted. 

 

yeah, me too. 

This poem is about: 
Our world

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