DAD,

I love you more than words can explain.

Even tho you can't hear what im sayin.

I feel it in my heart and in my veins.

Missing you so bad i'm going insane.

I just want to heal and stop feeling pain.

It feels like my life has been hit like a train.

Even tho you your not here i still look up to  you.

He had a beautiful mind and brown eyes too.

What a big heart, and it wasn't see through.

I wish i could talk to him only if he knew.

He was a hippy with good vibes as well .

Listened to everything i have to tell.

Losing your best friend is a living hell.

At least now i know your safe and sound.

Living in heaven and not in the ground.

The last time i saw you , my breath was taken.

Staring at the casket , i was awakened.

Please do never take your loved ones  forsaken.

Just thinking about it makes me want to cry.

I really did not get to say goodbye.

But if i could say another word to you.

It would probably be i love you.

I miss you more than anything in the world.

Wishing you could hold your first born baby girl.