Tap tap tap
my fingers go on the ever-blinding screen
that's when i get an unexpected message
despite rarely talking to him, he seemed like a nice boy
there was something about him
something that was quite charming
maybe it was his words?
then again, that's all there was to it- it's not like i minded
he asked me
i was unsure, for he would be my first
"give me a day and i'll let you know"
"go ahead and think it through"
1 day passed
"have you thought about it?"
"what's your answer?"
one day turned into a month, then another month, then 10 months
my feelings haven't changed
i'm still charmed by him
all though, i have grown far more attached
a more tender and sweet feeling has enveloped me over the year since i met him
although, tons of people would disagree
we haven't exactly met, yet we have
his deep voice is my imaginary blanket
his skin is something that i long for
his touch is something that i crave for
i can't wait to see his smile
i can't wait to feel his wamrth
he's mine, yet why do i desire him like so?
maybe i'm scared
scared that he'll find another
there is that selected few who support me
keep them close for theyare your true friends
i want to continue spending these days with him
no matter where we are
no matter the circumstames
for i will always love him
for i will always love My first Unexpted