Loving a Mf'er
Love is known to be deceptive.
The media puts it out as a beautiful thing.
Spending time with someone, only thinking about that person, giving your all to that person..
But it's SO MUCH MORE!
Love is pain.
Love is suicidal.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you destroyed yourself in the process?
Have you ever loved someone so much that you cried when you couldn't hear their voice?
Have you ever loved someone so much that even when they hurt you, you can't find it in your heart to hurt them?
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd rather be alone than to find another lover?
Nahh see people jump into relationships and say they're in love when they get some time invested.
But you haven't loved someone until you feel what they feel...
When they cry, you cry!
When they smile, you smile!
Hearing their voice scratches your itch for security.
Embracing their heart as if it was your own, because you know their love is priceless.
Holding them so close to you that your hearts beat as one.
Sacrificing your own happiness for theirs.
Swallowing your pride to make them smile.
Reaching deep down inside of your cold heart and searching for the warmth to give to them.
Worrying about their well being more than your own.
See I know how it feels to love someone that's why I refuse to give my love to another one.
I'd rather cry and suffer and fight and kill myself from the burden of love than to give up on my lover..
Cause I know how it feels to love mf'er!