You see, this is my catharsis
My dawning of a new genesis
For I have re-written the words
I’m sorry to those who worship the lords
But I cannot sit by
And wait for another reason to cry
Because I’m done waiting for a moment of peace
With the chaos and confusion of every single week
You cannot make me here or there
For I am everywhere
And I am not home because you are not
And I don’t care because it is too damn hot
To deal
I can’t feel
So instead of waiting on you to finish that email
I have decided it is my time to be the one to bail
To be rebellious
You tell me I don’t know what hell is
But I think your fiery stare
Is your soul to bare
And I have seen hell because I have felt the flames
Of inconsequential meetings and all your games
And it is not that you left, because everyone does
I just wish you hadn't forgotten where you'd come from
And you have this preposterous notion
That I am born to follow your each and every motion
But just because you raised me
Does not mean you can be the one to cage me
So I’m stopping the fight
Because you have no right
To tell me what is right and wrong
When you don’t sing that song
So step back please and allow me to pass
I’m running this race even if I come in last
Trying to keep my sanity
If only to stay in reality
A protrusion
Into my mind, we can’t ignore this delusion
That we’re more than two strangers
And this lie that we’ve built ourselves is in danger
Of blowing up in our faces
We have to get back to the basics
You tell me this over and over again
But I can’t look at you when you’re shaking your head
In disapproval
Removal
From the situation
Because your anticipation
Gets in the way of something real
So you give me nothing but my meal
And you think that’s enough
But this is getting too tough
And I keep trying to mount this wall
But I get nowhere because I’m afraid I’ll fall
So yes, this is my goddamn catharsis
It’s the only way I’ll ever get over this
Forgive me father for I have sinned
Bless me now so my new life can begin