This Moment

-Angela M Coen

This moment we live in

Others dying, some just now breathing

I've got a problem

A problem inside me

Feeling of lonliness

Despair flowing through my veins

It's this moment I feel you inside of me

I feel like you never left me

My little brother

This moment

Gone

Suicide took my best friend

That gun, that bullet impact

I can see it, see you, on the ground you lie

This moment

This moment will forever live, burnt into me

Your gone

Never to return

That trigger was your ending

No goodbyes, no more smiles

No more you

This moment

Gone Twenty Twelve

This moment